When It's Too Much, Sink Back Into This
I feel the paralyzing effects of my grandiose mission starting to wrap around my windpipe.I wake up under the weight of all the things that need to be finished not just in this one day, but for the rest of my life.I fear the things I cannot predict. I think that there's no way this happiness, this sense of belonging can last.I find myself startling randomly throughout the day, as if I suddenly remembered I left the burner on....and then I remember:
I am here.
Right now, right where I am in this moment is all that matters. How I choose to act now adds to the amalgam of moments that create my entire life.And I sink into THIS: my truth, my core being of radiant love.In this moment, that's enough.The rest of my life will come together, though probably not as I see it now. Which is fine. I know it will somehow, in another way I never dreamed possible, just as my life has up until now...If I stay HERE, now, being my truth.When you feel like your legs might break under the weight of it all, sink back into THIS. Rise into the ever-present love that exists inside you, then share it. Be true. Be true to who you are now and forever, and ground yourself in this foundation:
You are here, and that's enough for now.
With hope and fire,Amy